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[Verse]
Lately I been feeling less than the best man/
Honestly, finding rest in my flesh man/
In my word everyday, and I pray/
But how do you trust God, when it's hard enough to trust man?/
Don't get me wrong, yes I love God, I do believe/
But the vision of my eyesight loves deceit/
My very nature is a mess and it loves defeat/
I hate it while I'm in love with it that's the death of me/
I keep pleading, bleeding, in this season/
Seeming there's no reason, blindness got me scheming/
Brick wall how I stall, I fall then I call/
Salt of the earth,but I needed more seasoning/
Un, timing is the most precious/
Got me feeling like I can't sleep till I'm resting/
Early morning rise, working 9 to 5/
Gotta put in family time, when they sleep, then I grind/
Cuz ain't no dream coming to reality without the feet of a visionary on the pavement/
Yea, work plus time equals power and it takes 15,000 hours just to make it/
Pro, and I ain't talking D. Minor/
It's ironic how I'm dark but I claim to be shiner/
I claim to be wiser, still making my mistakes/
I'm homeless on this earth but I wanna trade place/
Sometimes, psalm 7 1 that's a hard pill/
Living holy but I'm struggling to pay bills/
And my homie B. Mills kept it too real/Is he stealing if he keep his tithes just to get a meal?/
I told him trust God, told him God knows/
And Lord knows trusting God has been my foe/
I'm running hard but I'm climbing in slow mo/
I wanna quit but can't let it go/
I wanna sit but I gotta stand, I gotta be a man/
Write the vision so I see the plan/
I see my son watching me, wanna be what I be/
So I gotta be, ambassador in a foreign land/
Un, Poker face and I'm all in/
Double-edged sword, battling with my sin/
Perfection impossible, improvement is infinite/
So it ain't until the day I die that I really win

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from Martyrism, released March 11, 2014
Produced by: 5 Star Beatz

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Calvin Martyr Austin, Texas

Calvin Martyr is an innovative & transcendent Christian Rapper. He has solidified himself as one of the premier lyricists in the live music capital of the world. Martyr's rap opus brings the light of the Lord to dedicated fans of the genre, mixing styles while simultaneously covering a variety of topics situated near the concept of faith, earnestly investigating the struggles that lead to it. ... more

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