First Love

from by Calvin Martyr



[Verse 1]
How did I get here, never wanted to be here/
Not clear but I know fear was always near/
I didn't wanna lose her, didn't wanna refuse her/
So I did anything she asked me/
But it never fulfilled, it was just a feel/
Filling for the moment, but it never was real/
Now I'm so empty, Lord I'm so empty/
Numb to the world that's a feeling that's so iLL/
Can you tell me who can put together broken hearts/
Who can make me new, mayne I need a new start/
Pain in my soul I just gotta be free/
She ain't no good so she gotta leave me/

She ain't never she ain't never been good for me/
And she ain't never been, no, she ain't never been, no/
All she ever wanna do is see me cry, see me die/
I don't know why, I don't know why/
So I'm running running running back to my first love yea/
So I'm running running running back to my first love yea/

[Verse 2]
Thought that I could handle the way she do things/
I was a player who got played/
Thought that I could handle the way her mood swings/
She had me walking around cray/
Afterwhile life was a dream, death was my king/
Come to find out she was death's queen/
That's a death ring, what a death scene/
I was living just to die, on death's team/
Sick of the cycle I'm breaking free/
You ain't make me, you ain't making me, you ain't breaking me/
I no longer will believe ya lies/
This ain't love, you want me to die


from Martyrism, released March 11, 2014
Produced by: Flawless Tracks


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An artist unafraid to say what you are thinking. I am WE. YHWH is my God.

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